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Hmm … Agak lama saya tidak menjenguk laman blog saya .. Sekali sekala saya menggunakan bahasa Melayu sudah pasti tidak menjadi masalah bukan ? Agak janggal untuk saya meluahkan isi hati serta pendapat saya dalam bahasa Melayu kerana saya agak lemah dalah mengolah ayat di dalam bahasa Melayu ..

Sewaktu ini , saya baru sahaja selesai mengemas rumah .. Maklumlah , aidilfitri bakal tiba .. Kalau bagi keluarga lain , mungkin mereka bersama-sama mengemas rumah , membuat kuih dan sebagainya . But me , just do it all by maself . Im sorry , really need to change ma language cause it more comfort for me to share ma feeling in English .. Sometimes , a festive doesn’t mean everybody will enjoy it .. Certain peoples do feel like a festive is like a thousand shit hit them .. But .. For me , it is still the same .. Nothing to be great about .. Just , celebrate the Syawal month and be grateful to Allah cause let me settle up my fasting for a month .. Then , ask forgiveness with ma parents , siblings , friends and all ma relatives ..

Sometimes .. I get jealous seeing peoples celebrate it with their cousins , friends .. But me ? Im different .. Alone .. But , out from ma place .. I do have lots of friends : ) But , they are to far away from me .. I more feel comfy with ma friends and ma adopted siblings ..

So .. I think .. Im gonna stop now before I write to much .. Just wanna wish all of you HAPPY EID and I LOVE YOU ALL ..