Say something . .

Hmm . . I live my life just simple , as easy as I can . . I come from an average level family . . My mom have her own business , ma dad work as a forest ranger and have his own business . . Rumah kami x besar , tp kami bahagia . . Me , the oldest child and the only lady in the family . . Muhammad Dzulfika , the 2nd child . . Muhammad Firdaus the 3rd . . Muhammad Amirul Hishyam the 4th and my precious one , Muhammad As-Syukri the last emperor . . Wakakaka . . Im kinda miss ma family . . Hmm . . Kdg2x org fkir aku ni ank org kaya . . Kalau kaya DUIT , I dont agree . . Tp kalau kaya KASIH SAYANG , yup . . Memang !! :) I love ma family . . Sampai I feel dont need another love by others . . Sebenarnya . . I thinking of what exactly I want to be . Thinking of my future . Wanna give easy life to my parents . But trhu the right way . . Im just 19 , but seriously . . I thinking a lots . Age is just a number , but maturity define everything . . Gonna be a good daughter , a good wife , a good mom . Gonna live ma life as good as I can . . But , for now . . I just want to focus on with ma study and ma family . Im the oldest child , so the responsibility is totally 100% is on ma shoulder . Love ?? Its not a big matter for me . Even I just dunno and dun understand much about love , seriously for this moment I fell in love with some one . If he is ma faith , then he will be mine . If not , it's does'nt matter at all . . Erm , both of we know how to maintain our life . He with his job , and I with ma study . . There is too much things still need to be achieve . Ya Allah , let us achieve our own goals but in the way that being blesss by You ouh my Lord . . There is no other to ask and beg . . There is no other that can give and bless . . Only You , Allah the AlMighty . . Ya Allah , please . . Forgive all my parents sins . . Give them the healthiness , prosperity and long live . . Keep us stay in Your path . . Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin . . . .