I love you sayang . .

Yesterday . . 19 Jan 2011 . . Another day with a problem . . Maybe Im the one who too take matter deeply . I thought he doubting me even he just asking . . Seriously , not a minute I feel like want to text him even he text me few times . . I read , then I hate him . . Not hate him bcuz of he doubting me ! But I hate him bcuz of I love him so much ! Even not a second his name being erase in ma heart . In the midnite , I text him . But , I ask him to give me some times . I really need to be alone . He text me , he call me for 41 times . . But , not a single call I answered . Poor him . I treat him bad right ?? Huu :'( The last msg . . Totally touch me . . Its almost killing me . . Im speechless . . Thanks for loving me dear . . May Allah let you be the part of ma life , be my faith . . For Godsake darl , I love you . . Thanks for everything . . Maybe Im a lil bit childish , but . . Hmm . . I just dunno what to say . . I simply love you . Life and afterlife , you the only one that I ever wanted . . If you is my destiny . . I promise , I will be a good friend to you , good fiancee to you , will be a good wife and for sure . . Will be a good mom to your kids . . InsyaAllah . . Once again , thanks dear . . I appreciate every moments that we being together . . I love you sayang :)