Im just so sorry . .

Know why Im mad at y0u ?? Im really afraid to lose u ! When you started talk about bored . . Zzz . . Ma mind just suddenly stop . Nothing seem go positive when the word came out from your mouth ! How if you start boring with everything that we use to do together ? How it would be if you start to bored with me ? If you bored with something , you will find another thing do disappear you boredom . . Same with love . That why I always pray to Allah hope that Im not loving you too much cause I know . . It will hurt maself . Its ok . Maybe its just hard for anyone to understand . . But that the real me . I just afraid to lose anything that mine ! Love is something that can touch our heart and can make us feel that we cannot live without love. We need somebody to share everything whether sad or happyi. Without love, we cannot make something, because only with love, we can get spirit,attention from somebody and also peaceful. With love, it can teach us to appreciate somebody. So, make sure that everybody that have special person need to appreciate each other. That is why I really appreciate anything that mine , include YOU ! I know Im not a straight forward talker , but . . I really love you even I dint said it with the soft way . Everything seem so hard too sayyyyyy !! Where out ?? Damn man . Maybe its ma own fault . . I supposed too love maself , but now . . .. I hate maself -