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Hmm . . I dunno what else to say . . I noticed ma self change little by little . . I cant laugh , I cant do anything . Try to forget everything , but simply cant . Wanna cry , but Im shy . Im not a type that to spoil , to soft , to easy to break . . But , Im thinking of what he said to me . . How can I kept all the problems while I have few peoples that care of me . . But seriously , no one care . No one know . . No wonder one of ma bestfriend more easy to keep all her problems inside . So , no one can say anything and the feeling will gone when time pass by . . This is not real me , but . . I totally cant hide what Im feel rite now . I really lost . . I hope Im just lost and not losing . . Ouh Allah my Lord , keep me strong and stronger . . Even to pain inside here , my heart . . Peoples can advice , peoples can said what they want to said , but seriously . . No one understand except me . All problems are different . . Same like finger print . They even dunno what a tears meant too . . Gonna face it all by ma self , gonna stay strong , gonna handle it with care . . Ya Allah , I know You always be with me . . You know what I felt . . And Your the one that understand me cause Im Your servant . . I know ya Allah , there are more peoples that more unlucky then me . . You give me test , but You give others gud thing for me . Syukran Ya Allah . . I know that You love me . . You wanna make me a better person , that is why You keep testing me . . You wont test me if Im not strong to face the problems rite ?? Thanks Ya Allah . . Thanks . . Else , thanks for lending me 'he' ya Allah to cheers up ma life . . At least I can smile for a while , I can forget all the problems that disturbing ma mind . . Lord , please . . Keep all my love one in good condition , in good health . . I know , everything gonna just fine . . Thanks ya Allah . .