I really LOVE him . . ♥

I never thought that I caught ma self in problems . . My parents are getting divorce . God , Im totally lost ma self . I waiting for him . Nothing else I can say except IM JUST TO LOST . . Give him a call , and have a slow talk . Damn , Im crying while Im telling him all my pain inside cuz for me , no one know me better than him . Really appreciate it dear . We on the phone til the dawn . Gosh . . Keep talking , keep texting and lastly . . I fell to sleep . . Without disconnecting the line . .

Hahah . . I love him , really I do . He is my bestfriend , my bestbuddy , my everything . . He totally make me think ma whole life . Ya Allah , please let him be the part of of ma life . . :'( I dont know how ma life would be without him . . He being so supportive , so kind , so understanding . . The most important , he know when the time Im sad , he draw a smile upon ma face . He really make me feel calm , feel comfort . Nothing else I want from him , except to be with him . Never feelthis way before . . For God sake , I want him . . ♥ I have ma own trouble , but he help me to mind off all the freaking hell problems . . After ma dad , ma siblings . . He is the other man who totally easy for me to cry off . . Feel so safe ! It was strange reaction . .
Dear , thanks for everything . You know how much I love you . . I only want to be with you , no others but only you . Maybe sound stupid , but thats the fact . Thanks for keep me feel safe , calm , thanks for spending your whole nite with me , thanks for being so supportive . Thanks for cheering ma life . Thanks for loving me , thanks for EVERYTHING darl . . Sincerely , I ♥ You . .